Tuesday, 9 July 2013

Life change? Spiritual transformation?

Just posted this on a forum I use... Thought I'd post it here too as I reminder to myself of how I am feeling...


I’ve been feeling a bit strange these past few weeks but I can’t put my finger on why. I’m not unhappy in the slightest. Maybe it’s a bit to do with dh getting his new job after being off for five months but it doesn’t feel like that. I got used to him being back at work really quickly so I’m sure it’s not that. My cat died the day before he started his job and our cat was a huge part of our lives (more like a dog than a cat as he was my little shadow, wherever I was so was he) but again, I don’t think it’s to do with that.
This is sounding all nonsense I know but just wondering if anyone else has ever experienced this.
I feel like I’m changing. Like I’m going through a life change but not quite sure what this change is going to be at the moment. It’s like I’m waiting for it to happen… But not sure what I’m waiting for.
I’ve made a few small changes myself recently in the way I manage money, I’ve learnt to crochet (something I’ve tried and failed at for ages) and I’ve started making my own jewellery… but it still doesn’t feel like it’s too do with that.
Oh gosh I’m aware I’m sounding quite insane right now but I guess this post is really just to air my inner thoughts… Whatever they may be!!
Does anyone have the slightest inclination of what I’m talking about?? (Feel free to just call me a loon and ignore my ramblings!!!) xxx

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